終於,我將注音輸入法安裝完成,我又可以繼續用中文打我的日記了,我前幾天用破爛英文打的日記現在也可以銷毀了,還好那破爛英文日記還沒有po出去,還好。現在麻煩的事是要把他們在翻譯成中文,還好在這邊什麼都不多,就是時間多、讓我坐下來慢慢打,慢慢翻,而且,用英文表達不足的地方我用中文表達更容易,像用「爽」這個字來形容開心"這個「爽」字,我還真的不知道英文哪個單子可以把氣勢跟語氣形容的那麼貼切。

今天趁著早上煮飯時間,其中一個還在睡覺,趕快利用時間進行溝通,因為我很想知道為何對於上次的事情如此生氣,就我而言,蕃茄跟蛋只不過是生活上再細微不過的小事情,因為蛋要魯幾顆都可以,就算這次要魯的食材裡面沒有用到蛋,我也不會覺得應該要生氣。滷蛋沒有一定下九顆的料理方式,類似這樣的事情應該是生活中相當具富彈性的事項,不夠九顆,那八顆、七顆、六顆應該也都可以。如果說,一件事情對於一個人的行為準則有這麼深的影響,這個行為的背後應該有個無法在累積下去或受到牽動的思想,我很知道這個這麼具有爆發性的點是什麼。

The most difficult thing is getting start . It is so hard to speak out when the situation is so embarrassing. I was so afraid to touch the bomb again if I tried to said someting. There might be some bombs in my speaking. But I knew i had to did that or the situation will never be changed. So i did it. That morning, she told me the reason why she got angry. Although what she said did not really convince me, but i was glad that she would like to speak out. she cried when she spoke. It must be something deep indside. Some tears in my eyes. I hoped that will be a good start.

In the evenig, i thought i did not finish the talking with her yet. And i knew there was a mistake happened when we went to work. So the situation became worse .So i wanted to talked to her again. However, she didn't want to, she rather kept the situation so embarrassing.

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